ar?

I want a pair.

qotd:27oct

"People should fall in love with their eyes closed."

-Andy Warhol

bukan salahnya

bukan salah indonesia.

kalau ada yang mau disalahin juga,

salahin warganya dong.

kenapa gak bisa ngejaga?

jakarta banjir.

jakarta macet.

kenapa mengeluh?

siapa ulahnya?

siapa suruh buang sampah sembarangan?

akibatnya apa: banyak sampah, selokan mampet.

ada hujan, jadi banjir.

karena banjir, jadi macet. terlalu banyak kendaraan pribadi.

banjir:

banyak orang gak mampu kehilangan tempat tinggalnya.

di rumah rumah kecil mereka, yang sangat gak layak untuk ditinggalin, hanyut.

buku sekolah, semuanya lenyap.

anak anak yang niat belajar. yang mau sukses.

satu satunya harapan masa depan.

kenapa sih gak mau pake transportasi umum aja? rame. sumpek. sempit.

kenapa semua orang harus punya mobil?

emang penting sih, tapi jadi malah berpolusi.

padahal deket, tapi kenapa tetep harus pake mobil?

padahal kan, pikir deh.

kalo misalnya transportasi umum jadi lebih banyak dipakai lagi,

dana nya bisa dipakai untuk memperbagus dan memperbanyak kendaraan umum.

tapi... kata warga, 'gak mau ah, nanti di korupsi.'

nah, warganya aja gak ada kepercayaan.

have a little trust in those people, they might change.

bukannya bermaksud sok filosofis, atau sok ngerti hal beginian.

karena gw jg selalu bertanya tanya.

kapan indonesia bisa berubah?

kata beberapa orang2,' 1 orang gak bakal merubah sama sekali.'

tapi, menurut gw itu bullshit.

karena gw yakin, dengan 1 orang aja, semuanya bisa berentet, jadi kayak satu rantai.

lanjut jadi banyak.

be someone who will make that change.

it doesn't have to be something really huge.

small things do matter.

just...

have a little trust. and faith.

i love indonesia

source: allaboutindonesia.tumblr.com

what the eye catches

the topic that goes into my mind: the look.

have you ever wondered why nowadays everything is all about the look?

gak heran sih, namanya manusia, apalagi yang namanya perempuan, pasti pingin keliatan oke setiap saat. (catetan: gak semuanya.)

tapi (pertanyaan lagi), kenapa? kenapa mereka mau keliatan cantik setiap saat?

sebenernya sih jawabannya banyak;

ada yang emang suka keliatan cantik, ada juga yang emang cantik (mau diapain lagi?hahaha), dan seterusnya. banyak deh pokoknya alasannya. tapi, kebanyakan yang gw lihat di karakteristik orang2 Indonesia, karena mereka mau impress cowok cowok.

kadang suka bingung deh.

emang sih, first impression itu penting banget.

beberapa orang pernah bilang, kalo first impression itu tuh gak penting.

buat apa kalo orang nya cantik tapi hatinya gak banget? mendingan gak cantik tapi baik kan?

tapi mau gimana pun, di jaman kayak gini, gak usah munafik, pasti orang liat dari tampang dulu kan.

aaaah biasa deh,kalo ngeblog, jadi bingung sendiri. hehehe.

oh iya,kenapa gue menggunakan kata 'orang2 Indonesia' di kalimat atas?

soalnya, sahabat terdekat gue yang di amerika pernah bilang 'tau gak, di sini tuh, orang2 lokalnya gak peduli mereka gendut atau kurus. mereka gak harus merasa gak nyaman kalau pake baju apa, mereka bisa pede-pede aja, mereka bisa jadi diri mereka sendiri'

yah, tapi gak nyalahin juga. gak semua tempat dan waktu bisa sama.

intinya, gue kadang masih bertanya tanya.

kalo jaman dulu 2 orang bisa saling mencintai tanpa liat kondisi fisik, kenapa jaman sekarang gak bisa?

clueless

i remember i used to have lots of topics and ideas to post on my blog.

but now, i really don't know what to say anymoreeee...

10-10-2010

i like fancy dates.

it's not that special stuffs happened on those days but... their numbers are just catchy.

and cute :3

i would start on saying how 'time flies so fast' but honestly i think it's getting old but bleh, whatever. :p

i remember it was just few weeks ago when i graduated, and did the gcse's, even got myself an exclusive experience of getting 'sensi'-ed by my english (subject) teacher. ah, those times weren't easy but i miss them anyway.. hahaha.

i remember coming to everyone's 'farewell' dinner and stuff, when I don't even throw one.

i remember stuffs. and i hella miss them.

it's the 10th of october now.

i remember last month getting excited for the next week of last month because that's the time when i'm gonna turn 16. and I did.

i remember how every march i would envy angie for turning older than me and in the end i'll say 'haa you're old'.

i honestly don't know where i'm going to be in the next 10 years. or even next year.

i remember i don't even know the meaning of 'liu shi san' when i first came here and now i could bargain for clothes without anyone's help in a shopping place and i don't have to pay more for it. i feel proud, hehe.

see i even remember idk what to post in my blog but now i can't stop typing.

ya sudah deh i think i really should stop saying stuffs here.

i know, i talk way too much.

2010年10月10日

hugs&kisses,C.

Speak Now - Taylor Swift

I am not the kind of girl
who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion.
But you are not the kind of boy
who should be marrying the wrong girl.

I sneak in and see your friends,
and her snotty little family
all dressed in pastel.
And she is yelling at a bridesmaid
somewhere back inside her room
wearing a gown shaped like a pastry.

This is surely not what you thought it would be.
I lose myself in a daydream.
Where I stand and say.

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out of the church at the back door.
Don't wait, or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
and they said speak now.

Fond gestures are exchanged
and the organ starts to play a song that sounds like a death march.
and I am hiding in the curtains
It seems that I was uninvited by your lovely bride to be.

She floats down the aisle like a pageant queen.
I know you wish it was me
you wish it was me
don't you?

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out of the church at the back door.
Don't wait, or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
and they said speak now.
Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out of the church at the back door.
Don't wait, or say a single vow
your time is running out
and they said speak now.

Ooooh, ooooh.

I hear the preacher say
Speak now or forever hold your peace.
There's a silence
There's my last chance
I stand up with shaking hands
all eyes on me.
Horrified looks from everyone in the room,
But I'm only looking at you.

I am not the kind of girl
who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion.
But you are not the kind of boy
who should be marrying the wrong girl.

So Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out of the church at the back door.
Don't wait, or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
and they said speak now.

And you'll say let's run away now
I'll meet you when I'm out of my tux at the back door.
Baby, I didn't say my vows
so glad you were around when they said
Speak Now.

a little piece of heaven - a7x

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime

would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
but baby don't cry

i fell in love with the lyrics.

when sometimes a piece of paper is the only place to tell...

Mine - Taylor Swift

Listening to this song and I feel like posting the lyrics here.

Mine - Taylor Swift

"You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left a small time never looked back.
I was the fly at risk with the fear of fallin
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts

I say 'Can you believe it?"
As we’re lying on a couch
The moment I can see it
Yes yes I can see it now

Do you remember we were sitting there about the water
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward and we're been taking on the world together
And there is a drawer of my things at your place
You learned my secrets and you figured out why I’m guarded
You say we'll never made my parents’ mistakes.

But we’ve got bills to pay
We’ve got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take yes yes
This is was I thought about

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Woah oh oo

And I remember that fight two thirty AM
Cause everything was slipping right out of my hands
And I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street

Braised myself for a goodbye
Cause that’s all I’ve ever known
And you took me by surprise
You said ‘I’ll never leave you’ oh oh

You said
“I remember how we felt sitting about the water
And every time I look at you is like the first time
I fell in love with careless man’s careful daughter
She is the best thing that’s ever been mine”

Hold on
Make it last
Hold on
Never turn back

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Woah oh
Yeah yeah…Do you believe it ?

Woah oh
We’re gonna make it now.

Woah oh
And I can see it yeah yeah

And I can see it now, See it now, See it now"

u la la

#nowplaying Fire - covered by Mathew Morrisson & Kristin Chenoweth

"i said i don't love you but you know im a liar. cuz when we kiss, ooh fire."
i just happen to really love country songs :))

do you?

Selamat Hari Batik 2010!

UNESCO designated Indonesian batik as a Masterpiece of Oral and Intangible Heritage of Humanity on October 2, 2009. As part of the acknowledgment, UNESCO insisted that Indonesia preserve their heritage.

So, since it's the 2nd of October 2010, then I would like to wish Indonesians a very happy Batik day!

I'm proud to say that I'm an Indonesian, and I loveeeeee batik :)

Hugs&Kisses,Cindy

power of technology

i love skype because it brings people together although those people might actually be miles and miles away from each other.

my sister febry, in san fransisco, usa

angelina in pennsylvania, usa

fransisca in washington, usa

fellycia in sunter,jakarta, indonesia

one of my closest friends, Sunniva, in norway.

my little sister michelle in jakarta, indonesia.

jerica, currently in switzerland :)

yosephine & yessica, Pantai Indah Kapuk, Jakarta, Indonesia

my cousin Sisca, currently in Singapore

I miss these people :)

Lots of love.

Hugs & Kisses, C.

day 30.

day 30 since arrival in beijing.

went to 798 Art District.

had moon cakes.

met cool people all over the world.

got a rad birthday surprise from my peeps.

got lots of cool stuffs from cece febry.

signed up for a really cool extracurricular.

met cece veve :D

got 99 for my mid-term exam HAHAHA

ate salads.

Visited WangFuJing and had scorpion satay (surprisingly yummypluscrunchy)

skyped with angel 0:)

great great times.

Dimana mana hatiku senang deh. Amin.

Enjoy!

Hugs&kisses,C.

finally 16

it's 2 am (GMT+8) in Beijing right now.

14'C outside, so it's kinda chilly in here.

and yes, just turned 16!

i can't deny the fact that being 15 was uh-mazing :))

hopefully the age of 16 is getting better

It wasn't a really big one-day event, tp yes, it was extremely special for me. :)

My friends surprised me. Ended up having tart creams all over my face, and all over my sweater.

HAHA. jangan lupa air 4 liter.

And it was kinda cold. So... latihan fisik.

Surprisingly the cake was really good. It was cheesecake sih, tapi jadi enek since (all of) the cream was all over my face. Hahaha. :)

And in class, my classmates sang 'happy birthday' in their own languages.

Reminds me of CISV :)

And, met Ce Veve in front of the apartment.. :)

Its weekend tomorrow!

Have a nice weekend, everyone ;)

Hugs & Kisses,C.

Beijing!

Hey hey! I can't believe it's been exactly 2 weeks since I first arrived Beijing.
Cepet sekali. I knowwww.
Class started a week ago. The teachers are really nice too.

Moreover the peeps in my class are hi-larious.

And not to mention the Indos here. :))

And special thanks to my korean roomate for helping me to wake up in the morning. Trus tiap hari latian ngomong hanyu juga!

Well, everything's cheap here.

Dengan hanya 15 kuai --> approx. 20 ribu --> 2 USD, perut super kenyang ampe enek-enek.

Dan... yang paling membanggakan:

UDAH MAKAN SATE KALAJENGKINGGG di WangFuJing :)

Super duper enak yu knoooh =)

cece veve is coming in 2 days! since it's 15th of september in an hour, then... 1 day!

so far so good!

I think i'm starting to love Beijing. Well, what's not to love in this world?:)

Every corner of it is uniqueeeee :)

Ah, it's 11 54 pm (GMT+8). good night, peopleee.

or.. Wan An! :)

hugs & kisses,

C.

.

i think i just fell in love with that stranger in my dream.

it feels so real...

Beijing.

Hey guys! Oke I'm currently in Beijing now.
First day WASN'T okay. But I survived. That's important, right? :)

Reasons why first day was hell to me:

1. no internet connection.

2. i thought i didn't bring enough money.

3. i left a really important file AT HOME.

4. point three ruins my day. so.. haha :)

and those points really made me wanna go back home... but well, i can't.

thank goodness there are few indonesians from mandarin expert and they're really nice. and they don't speak chinese too. hahaha first learners... :)

i got myself a korean room mate, which is pretty cool... hahaha.

but too bad silvia hasn't got her room mate just yet, and her room is WAYYYY too far from everyone's.. so last night I slept in her room.

Well. Second day is better tho.. Got everything done.

Paid my school fee. And the others... HAHA pusing laaah gila.

Harapan saya hanya satu: disini bisa bertahan. itu aja dehhh. HAHAHA.

and praying for my sister to get her rooms A.S.A.P. :)

oke deh.... i havent took photos of anything. masih repot. banget.

So... bye! :)

Hugs & Kisses,

Cindy.

P.S. I miss everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

30 agustus 2010

hari ini, kayaknya everything just happened. gak direncanain. terjadi gitu aja.

1. makan baso Eno (baso nya ada di taman di deket rumah lama di tanah abang, jadi super kangen)

2. dipijet sama Bu Dar! tiba-tiba dia nongol di pintu kamar. emang rada horor, but i love the sound of my bones cracking (kan di teken gitu.)

3. ke mangga dua, beli beli barang barang keperluan untuk besok (plus ngelewati ONO shop, tokonya David. mampir mampir yaaa teman-temaan!! *promosi sedikit ya dap...:P*)

4. ANDDDDDD i visited feli's house for the last time! :) :)

Oh iya. Kemaren malem sempet video cam-an ama cece! HAHAHA she was in her hotel room, in SAN FRANSISCO. trus dia lompat2 di ranjang sambil bilang 'LOOK IM IN SAN FRANSISCO!' and she was tweeting:

'lagi di golden bridge sendiran kayak orang bego'. hahaha...

Dan tadi ada Realigi di trans tv, jadi inget cece lagi!

And... speaking of San Fransisco, tadi Illy bbm-ed me! Thank goodness illy, ka gaby and my sister sampe san fransisco dengan selamat! yay. thank you Lord. :)

It's 9 pm here, and in just 26 hours, i'll be leaving on a jetplane...

Farewells suck...

Next post from Beijing! Hopefully. If blogspot isn't blocked, well I think it is... HAHA.

Kay kay. Ttyl!

hugs & kisses, C.

quicky

hey hey hey how are you guys?

i still can't believe i'm leaving in just 2 days...

that's freakin less than a week mannn.. hahaha

and cece's in san fransisco already.

i thought it was just yesterday when i blogged 'hey my sister is leaving in two days' HAHA.

wookayyy.

and pic of the day:

the lovely yet uhmazing view of sawah in rogojampi! i miss you, region of good foods. :)

Indonesia FTW! :D

And it's getting REALLY late now.

I should be sleeping by now... So.... Good night! :)

Hugs & Kisses,

Cindy.

p.s dont forget to visit Bintang Sport Cafe & Resto in Rogojampi if you happen to visit that place! I bet it's the only restaurant which has Caesar Salad in its menu, in that region. And it... tastes goooooooood ;) *promosi*

loveyou

my big (pun, lol kidding) sister is leaving in two days.

oh man...

take care in san fransisco!

i lope youh :* :*

hugs & kisses, Cindy.

Quote of the day

"She's crazy right. That's why she's my bestfriend."

- Angelina Adeline, said that to Brandon while video caming with me :)

AWWWW :3 :3 :3 Unyu

>> via skype.

Kalau nggak ada kamu apalah gunanya - Onrop Musikal

Lyrics by Joko Anwar
Yang nyanyi ya Onropians.
A very 'Unyu' song. Listen HERE! :)

Paris ada menara Eiffel
Stasiun Gambir banyak hijaunya
Di rumah bisa makan waffle
Kalau nggak ada kamu apa gunanya
Apa gunanyaaa…

Menara Pisa di Florence
Istana Bogor banyak rusanya
Di rumah bebas ngedens
Nggak ada kamu apalah gunanya

Hey Baby… Tanpa kamu
Mentega cuma berasa kayak margarine
Tanpa kamu
Jus yang mahal berasa kayak urine
Kayak uriiiine…

Sayang, kau lah kembang api di malam lebaran
Sayang, kau lah pohon pinang tujuh belasan
Sayang, aku dan kamu saling melengkapi
Sayang, ke manapun kamu pergi pasti aku ikuti

Main gitar tapi diborgol
Kalo ditiup nggak ada suaranya
Beli berlian harga bandrol
Kalau nggak ada kamu apalah gunanya

Kangguru nggak boleh lompat
Anaknya nangis basah di kantungnya
Banyak hadiah nggak bersyarat
Kalo nggak ada kamu apa gunanya
Tanpa kamu…
Bakat pun terasa kayak cacat

Tanpa kamu…
Hidup di dunia terasa sepat

Oh Baby, sayang kau lah kipas angin waktu kemarau
Sayang, kau lah pemberi semangat waktu parau
Sayang, aku dan kamu saling melengkapi
Sayang, ke manapun kamu pergi pasti aku ikuti

Pasti kuikuti…
Pasti kuikuti…
Pasti kuikuti…
Pasti kuikuuutiiiiiii….

10 days.

i dont really do 'countdowns' but...

10 days to departure.

since it's 10:55 pm right now..

then yes, 10 days.

by then i would be sitting in the plane...

waiting for another 5 minutes for the plane to take off.

krezi.

ciao.

random.stuff.

there are 3 types/categories of a person who REALLY knows you in specific.

1. your family. (parents + siblings)

2. your super best friends.

3. your stalker.

farewell

it's been 5 days since i last blogged.

and it feels just like yesterday when i posted that lovegivesmehope web site thing.

now who knows... suddenly it's the 31st of august and my turn to depart.

farewells are so sad :(

dropped angel off at the airport today.

never thought i would cry... but thats the wheel of life.

now i feel like a total freak that just typed 'wheel of life'. lol.

yesterday went to angie's too. it was a small goodbye event.. but it feels great to let everything out. now its proven. everything has its time. the moment and all... it just came out, hahaha.

relieved?hell yes.

good luck in phila, ngie!

im totally paying u a visit one day. and plus, making sure that brandon remembers me and not just my wii console. hahaha that little kiddo.

or, we can just plan a trip down to florida, woot woot wizarding world baby! (mulai nonton harrypotter lagi ah hAHAHHAAH gw udah lupa ceritanya kaya apa cuma inget burung hantu)

and mostly have fuuuun. love youuuuu.

hugs and kisses,

Cindy.

hahaha red faces 'cept wilson. miss u alreadyyy now whom am i gonna text? :'(

lovegivesmehope.com

sweetest stories ever.

www.lovegivesmehope.com

it would took me a lifetime(maybe not) or way too long blog post to copy all the stories published on that lovely website. i'll just copy and paste some of the stories and well, give em the credits :)

and why do i love this website again?

it gives u this warm feeling at ur gloomiest mood.

well these stories totally have nothing to do with me, not that i know these people (duh) but... we all are of same kind, with the same components inside... see i dont even know what to say. but just read it and u'll get my point. i love love.

- When my sister was younger she came home from school one day and demanded I take her to the library so she could get books on sign language.
I asked why? She told me there was a new kid at school who was deaf and she wanted to befriend him.
Today I stood beside her at their wedding watching her sign "I DO". GMH

- My husband has been blind since a few weeks after he was born.

Today, he pulled out our yearbook and flipped to a page and said that whoever he pointed to was the most beautiful person ever.
He pointed directly at me.
Apparently he's been practicing it with his friend for weeks. David, you GMH

- When my boyfriend and I were 13, he wanted to give me a piggy back ride, but I refused because I thought I was too fat.
He picked me up and said, "You better get used to this, cause I'm picking you up like this on our wedding day."
We got married last night. He carried me just like he said he would.
His promise GMH

-Me and my boyfriend went out to dinner one night.

We were holding hands across the table, when we noticed the elderly couple next to us staring.
When our eyes met theirs, the old man looked at his wife and said "They remind me of us 54 years ago."

The look in their eyes GMH.

-My boyfriend, Justin, lost his wallet one day.

I texted him good morning at 6 AM, getting a reply saying he was at my school where we were the night before, a good 20 blocks away, looking for it.
I wondered what was in it that made him so eager to find it...
I found it at my house. No money, no change. Just the first letter I had ever written him.

-In high school, my best friend and I swore that we would never date.

Our friends laughed, and joked that they would quote us on that at our wedding.
They did.

See. Told you it's supeeer sweet. If you let me continue, I would never stop reading, plus copy pasting those stories. Just read it urself! :)

Well then. Babay.

human philosophy

Why was Snow White given an apple with a poison?

- To show that not all people that are kind to you are really kind. They might have some agenda against you. Looks can be deceiving.

Why did Cinderella run away when the clock turned 12 midnight?

- To remind us that everything has its limitations, even dreams.

Why did Ariel decide to exchange her fins with feet?

- To show that anyone will try to lose anything just to be happy.

source: tumblr

a late response

yeap people.

people are done freaking out.

and i wasn't freaking out.

i was chilling taking pictures and shooting videos with my computer.

and i was at angie's.

and i think she was about to jump off a building... and she was freaked out because i wasnt freaking out. and she was freakin freaking out. i know it sounds so wooly. aha.

yup today is the 12th august 2010.

and i just realized tomorrow is friday the 13th.

please be kind to me.

ah screw it. i knw i suck anyway, lol :p

sorry for the late night depression blog post. whaddddap? ahhahaha

and bee tee double u, just fyi, angie is leaving in FIVE days. And just in few hrs... its coming down to four. Ah. one thing i am sure about: gonna miss her so freakin much.

but im happy (plus sad) for her. it's gonna be fun living in a city without any indonesians staying there ('cept herself and mini family of hers). well well. good luck, chica. (pronounce as SYEEKHA) #random HAHA.

HA HA. i suck.

dadum what's with the last minute reaction due to igcse result man? everyone's done bugging over it. i know im the weirdest. ha.

so what's up people?

i know my blog post sucks lately. just sort of feeling down and empty for no specific reason.

but i do know so much random stuffs crossing my mind..

like..

1. whoever invented the BED (yup, the thing we slept on), is a pure genius. bah.

2. speaking of 'bah', all of the sudden, the scene of karate kid, where the chinese girl said to xiao dre that she's playing bach songs with the violin. i know so random aha.

3. and speaking of so random, reminds me of sonny with a chance, reminds me of demi lovato. and know its joe jonas in my mind... aah.

4. i love to type. realized it (and knew it as always) when i type the 'so random', point 3.

Oh, the power of randomness.

U have distracted, chilled, and returned my life. a bit.

Lol.

Now, now.

Should I continue? Or... stop?

Blog ya later. Smoochies.

Hugs and kisses, Cindy.

.

butek-kah masa depanku? :(

menulis dari jawa timur.

Halo, semuanya!
Currently at rogojampi, my second home(town) :)
Nanti pas pulang, cerita cerita lagi ah ttg kota tercinta yang satu ini! hehe :)
btw, listen to David Archuleta's single 'Something Bout Love' which I posted right before this blogpost.
And, taylor swift's too, which is 'Mine'.
Ayyee.
Call me lame for listening to those kind of musics (like what febry always called me)
But well. dont careee. haha. :p

back to surabaya tonight. 6 hrs car ride. :(
i wanna stay.
but things are kinda different without Emak, though. She's my grandma. And i love her soooo much.

Haha, cerita ceritanya ntar lagi aaah :p
Sekarang ngapain yaaa?
Makan baso, tah? Minum degan wis.. hemm hahaha.

p.s scroll bb mampet mampeeet jadi for now my blackberry sort of dysfunctional.
rawr.

Cium dan peluk,
Cindy.

David Archuleta - Something About Love

Every night it’s all the same
You’re frozen by the phone
You wait, something’s changed
You blame yourself every day
You’d do it again
Every night

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

When you were young
Scared of the night
Waiting for love to come along
And make it right
Your day will come, the past is gone
So take your time
And live and let live

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

Don’t fight
Don’t hide
Those stars in your eyes (in your eyes)
Let em’ shine tonight
Let em’ shine tonight

Hang on
Hang in
For the ride of your life
It’s gonna be alright
Hold on tight

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees (to your knees)
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

Whoa oh oh oh..
Set’s you free
There’s something bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain

Kebencian.

Kenapa sih di dunia ini ada yang namanya 'Kebencian'.

Kita semua tau, kalo kata itu tuh dasar katanya adalah 'Benci'.

Kenapa sih kita di dunia ini masih ada yang benci-bencian?

Kenapa yah gak semua orang disini saling sayang dan peduli dengan satu sama lain?

Kenapa sih? Kenapa? Pertanyaan itu selalu muter di otak gue.

Kenapa ya orang bisa benci tanpa kenal seseorang, atau mengenal orang itu lebih jauh.

Bukankah perasaan 'Benci' itu adalah perasaan yang lumayan dalam?

Maksud gue, itu adalah kata yang super kuat, dan menurut gue kalo mau menggunakan kata itu, seseorang itu juga harus punya alasan yang kuat kenapa dia melontarkan kata tersebut.

Di kehidupan yang kayak gini, dengan mata kepala gue sendiri gue kadang bisa denger orang yang ngomong,"ih gue benci banget sama dia, gak ada alasan, titik."

Kenapa sih perang dunia bisa ada? Balik lagi ke perasaan itu. Benci.

Orang benci satu sama lain. Jangankan perang dunia deh.

Banyak kan, yang bunuh diri, atau dibunuh, karena perasaan 'benci' itu.

Ribet ya... Kalo aja di dunia ini gak ada yang namanya 'benci'.

Dunia ini pasti akan jadi tempat yang lebih indah dan layak untuk dihuni.

Iri dengan satu sama lain, yang berujung ke kebencian...

Gak ada yang di untungkan.

Semuanya rugi, kan?

Intinya,

Kenapa harus membenci seseorang kalau mencintai itu jauh lebih menyenangkan dan memuaskan? :)

And btw, just feel like discussing this topic here.

So sorry if this topic is going no where...

And I'm not blogging this because I am crazily in love with someone or something, just a topic that crossed my mind.. =))

Hugs & Kisses,

C.

sesi curhat

Holaa! Zup, blog readers??

Since 2 days ago (27 Juli 2010) was Emily Chloe's birthday, a really special friend, I would like to give this shout out to her.

HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY, emily!! You know I love you! :)

Gave her a custom-made magazine, with her on the cover of it.

It's called 'The C Magazine'. Lol, I was stereotyping Oprah though, so.. huge credits for that wonderful woman livin in the states, hehe.

And since my old laptop- Lapty,(Acer Aspire 4520) is sort of dysfunctional for my future needs, so... After the wonderful 3 yrs of friendship, we finally have to walk on our different paths (apasih cindy geje abis).

Well actually it was an incident, 21st July 2010, I was just hanging out with Lapty in my room, on the bed. I put Lapty on top of the bedcover. And that little brat, Michelle, was UNFORTUNATELY there too, she was reading a comic (and it was mine, btw), and I wasn't paying much attention to Lapty too... and WALA.. Michelle stretched her body, and... she accidentally kicked my laptop... straight to the ground. Bang. And there, I wasn't really shocked though, well I was.. But for some factor I wasn't THAT shocked, until.... I flipped my laptop, and find that the LCD was... BROKEN. I cried. And as a 'labil' teenager, I cursed.

Setelah diskusi ama keluarga, I finally chose a Macbook. Not pro, not air.

Well for some reason I find the original macbook is the same to macbook pro.

Cuman beda warna aja, hehehe.

Trus cece udah punya yang pro, daripada kembaran... Ga deh makasih.

AAAH, can't wait for september, TVD, Gossip Girl, 90210, Glee, well mostly every tv series are back on air! And yep, it means my birthday's comin up too. HAHA last year I was such a blogbug. :p

Well theeen, ttyl.

Can't wait to update moreeee.

XX

krik. krik.

Bokap : Kamu jadi orang harus confident! Bahasa Indonesianya apa?
Gw : Percaya Diri...
Bokap : Bukan! Bahasa gaulnya!
Gw : Pede!
Bokap : Nah, itu dia!
Gw : HAHAHAHAHAHA

quote of the day: 14july10

"its like magnet.
Positive and positive won't go near each other.
Positive and NEGATIVE attract each other."
-David Teru S, a really wise guy. I miss you, Dave!

Gokil-est day of the month.

weee! waddup?
tadi super gokil deh!
dan seru!
dan... basah. lumayan dingin. becek.

Begini ceritanya.
Berhubung lagi ada Brightspot Market di Plaza Indonesia, and I kinda always wanted to go there since last year, tapi selalu gak kesampean gara-gara IGCSE. (maaf ya orang London, saya emang suka dikit-dikit nyalahin IGCSE), dengan semangat '45 saya ber-inisiatif kesana.

Acaranya kan dari tanggal 8-11 July tuh, trus ya mumpung lagi libur... Mengapa tidak? Hehe. Berhubung weekend nggak bisa, trus tanggal 8-nya itu cuman yang dapet invitationnya, mau gak mau dateng yang tanggal 9 deh! Which is today.

Setelah mengajak berbanyak-banyak orang sekitar, yang mau ikut akhirnya cuman Yessica & Yosephine! Wuuhu! Karena Pak Somat nggak bisa nganter (: ada urusan lain), dan karena saya dan rekan-rekan saya pingin naek Busway, ups, maksudnya Trans Jakarta, akhirnya... KITA NAIK BUSWAYYY HOREEEE. Gila kalo semua orang yang naek Busway kayak gue, Jakarta gampang stress kali yah.

Berangkat dari rumah jam 11an. Lupa sih spesifik nya jam berapa. Pokoknya jam segitu.
Naik busway dari halte Juanda. Asik cuman tiga ribu lima ratus. Turun halte Harmoni. Banyak jurusannya deh. Itu kalo di Singapur ibaratnya Bugis Interchange Station kali yah? Tapi bedanya Bugis lebih... bersih dan... Ya. Kamu tau sendiri. Cari jurusan Blok M. Turun di Bunderan HI. Jalan gak sampe 5 Menit nyampe di PI deh. Hehehehe. Seru. Mana sepi... Kul dah.

Nyampe Brightspot Market seneng banget! Liat-liat baju baju lucu. Sepatu-sepatu lucu. Tas tas lucu. Dan banyak lagi. Berhubung budget anak kecil HAHAHAHA, akhirnya cuman beli scarf Krey & Fringe nya Cotton Ink! Hehehe. Untung beli 2, lumayan buat stock di Beijing.. :P

Setelah berhasil muter-muter berjam-jam... Kita memutuskan untuk pulang. Naek busway lagi.
Disini nih kegokilan itu dimulai!

Jam menunjukkan pukul 5. Lima. Funf. Limo. Wu. Five.
Nyampe halte Bunderan HI... Rame. Ngantri. Masing-masing orang udah pelokin barang masing-masing. Lebay aja sih, tapi ya wis lah ya. Nunggu bus-nya aja lama. Gak ampe berjam-jam sih tapi ya gak langsung masuk gitu lho. Musti nunggu bus yang gak penuh dulu baru bisa masuk. Berdiri.... Mana kaki gw kram. Bertiga udah kayak pecel di aduk-aduk. Ketawa-tawa di bus saking penuh, sumpek, dan posisi gak wuenak. Di senggol dikit juga jatoh.. Jiah.. Huhauahuahua.

Nyampe halte Harmoni. Yang bugis-like-station-but-not-so-alike itu.
Nyampe sana gak bisa berkata-kata. Mampus. Pulangnya gimana nih.
Ada kali 300 orang didalem sana. Mungkin lebih. Jurusan Blok M lah, Kota lah, Matraman lah, Kalideres lah, Pasar Baru lah, apa lah, ribet deh..
Saking semua orang pada ngantri, mau jalan ke jurusan-nya gitu aja susah banget.
Disana, semua orang pada teriak-teriak.
Saking sumpek gitu.
Untung yang ke Pasar Baru gak banyak! Bersyukur banget tinggal disini. Huehuehuehe.
Yang ke arah Matraman udah kayak ikan lele tinggal disambel. Rame banget. (Maaf gak nyambung).
Mana gitu ada anak muda kea teriak2 gitu ke penjaga haltenya, "NENEK AKU DISITU!!!!" Pingin ketawa juga gak enak (Lebih ke ngga ngeh dan gak ngerti)
Naik bus dan naik... Rintik rintik hujan.

AKHIRNYA nyampe Halte Juanda.
Dan sedikit sial (tapi ini pengalaman buangeeet), HUJAN DERAS MENGGUYURRR.
Gila banget deh. Pas gw, yesi yose turun langsung hujannya kayak ember di tuang gitu.
Mana dari halte - rumah kan harus jalan kaki tuh, mau cari bajaj gak ketemu.
Hectic.
Basah.
Ambil kresek cotton ink, trus dipake buat tadahan kepala.
Cari tempah teduh susah banget.
Sebenernya kalo gak hujan, jalan kaki gitu deket deh.. Kok tadi pas pulang kayak jauh super yah? HEHEHEHE. Tadi kira-kira begini;
Yesi: Woy tungguin sepatu gw copot2x! Rada kegedean nih!
Gw: Sepatu gw kemasukan air!!
Yose: Woo becek! Bodo amat deh!

Trus kita ya jalan aja deh ga peduli beceeek.
Gw pake kresek buat tutupin kepala. Nyampenyampe guesthouse langsung minta handuk tiga biji HAHAAHA. Untung selamat sampai tujuan! Mungkin secara teori emang gak ada apa-apanya dan gak seru, but yet, cobain sendiri deh. Mana sumpek. Dan lain lain.
Seneng ada pengalaman baru yang seru kayak gini HAHAHA :p

Dan in total, pengeluaran transportasi saya hari ini hanya... 7000 PERAK!
Beeh.. Kalo tadi jadi naik taksi, nyampe-nyampe dua ratus ribu kayaknya.
Macetnya ituloh. Ya, namanya juga Jakarta.

Komentar saya dari observasi hari ini adalah: Jakarta populasinya tinggi banget yah! Dan.. gw gak ngomongin Indonesia. Soalnya gw tau, somewhere in Indonesia pasti ada kota yang penduduknya gak sebanyak Jakarta. HAHAHA DUUUH OBVIOUSS.
Well then, I had fun! Did you?
Love, Cindy.

another random stuff

why are you gay...... i dont get it :(

Hey, Ian. Why are you so hot again? HAHAHAHA (L)

random-

Setiap kali ke Mochilla,Inget Emily Chloe deh....
I'm going to miss her so freakin much! xo :)

just some random impossible thought.

Tiba-tiba pingin jadi seorang imortal.
Kadang mikir, kayaknya waktu di dunia ini nggak cukup deh.
Bukannya nggak bersyukur, cuman sekedar nyeblak di otak aja.
Kan kalo imortal, jadi mau ngapa-ngapain nggak takut kekejar waktu.
Kayak misalnya di pecat dari kerjaan. Atau apa deh yang lain.
Kalo kita manusia biasa pasti hebring dong.
Kan kalo nggak mati-mati, ngapain takut?
Waktunya nggak abis-abis ini kan.
Bisa di ulang ulang aja terus.
Dah gitu, kalo imortal, bisa menjelajahi dunia seenak jidat.
Menjelajahi sampe tau detail-detailnya.

Pertama, menjelajahi isi-isi Jakarta sampe sudut-sudutnya sekalipun.
Trus, pulau Jawa. Trus, pulau-pulau Indonesia lainnya.
Abis itu lanjut seisi Asia.
Habis itu, Eropa.
Dari Eropa, ke benua Amerika. Dua-duanya.
Karena imortal, nggak kenal kata 'kesakitan' dan apa, jadi bisa dong ke Antartica, ke kutub-kutubnya sekalipun.
Sounds fun, right? Gue bisa jadi orang pertama yang membuktikan apa Santa Klaus itu beneran ada nggak. Walaupun untuk sekarang ini gue lumayan percaya kalau itu emang ada.
Hehehe. Pasti seru deh.
Ketemu orang-orang baru.
Spesies-spesies baru.
Hidup berjuta-juta abad. Dan nggak tua-tua.

Walaupun banyak tantangan, tapi apa yang mau ditakutin? Nggak bakal kenapa-napa ini. Huahahaha..

Notabene: Gak mau jadi vampir. Kebanyakan drama-nya! (Emang kebanyakan nonton pelem ttp penghisap darah sih ya.. Hehehe)
Ciao.

Colekan bedak dan transportasi umum.

Rute: Pasar Baru - Sunter - Kafe Stroberi (Tanjung Duren) - Grogol - Pasar Baru

Di hari Minggu yang sangat membosankan ini, teman saya David mengajak saya ke Kafe Stroberi.
Well, since I've always wanted to go there, so I was like,"Why not?"
Pertama-tama, berhubung tempatnya ada di deket Mall Taman Anggrek, dan kesana kalo sendiri-sendiri itu sangat jauh (lebay sih), intinya yah gak deket-deket amat lah ya, saya memutuskan untuk mengikuti sistem NSTYMDT (Nebeng Sampai Tempat Yang Mau Di Tuju).

First stop. Sherren's house. Jeng jeng jeng. Nggak ngapa-ngapain sih disitu cuman nungguin Sherren melakukan hal-halnya.. Huhahaha.. Abis itu jemput Filbert & Fawnia, sang adik.
Dari situ ke rumah David. Dan ter-nya-ta. Sudah ada Jonathan disana! Jeng jeng jeng jeng *Rada nggak penting*

Selagi menunggu waktu bergilir (Ja ilahhh bahasanye...)
Pada main-main computer, nonton Mychonny, trus pillow fight cindy vs. filbert. Kasian guling-gulingnya David... Pada rontok di pegang Filbert HAHAHAHA. Well, not really. :B
Dari situ langsung ke Mangga Dua. Jemput Tata & Sasa. Langsung cabut ke.... KAFE STROBERI! Uhuyyy..

Nyampe-nyampe pesen makanan. Ya kan saya lapar...
Lalu di menu tertuliskan RUSSIAN ROULETTE.
Namanya lumayan keren. Lalu Jonathan memesannya.
Pertama-tama gua kira itu minuman. Jadi I was like,"Oh itu minuman, berarti gua gak usah pesen minuman lagi ya!" Tapi ternyata Tuhan masih sayang... Jadi gw pesen aqua karena emang haus. Main dan main dan main dan main.
Main headband gitu. Seru lah tebak tebak. Tapi gak serunya karena saya gak menang satu pun HAHAHA.. trus kalo kalah musti di colek colek bedak. Udah deh, kalo kaya gini filbert yang demeeen (mengingat mimpi buruk di puncak== dicolek filbert gracia dkk gara2 kalah maen capsa) HAHAHAHA.. dan pas filbert kalah... u know what happened ;)
Lalu Feli dateng! Yuhu! Itu kafe seru deh. Dan somehow bisnisnya pinter dan lucu ;)

Lalu... Si Russian Roulette dateng. Inilah momen dimana semuanya berubah. Huoo... *Scary background song*
Itu tuh kayak shots wine gitu deh, tapi ini isinya Jus Stroberi.
Ada 13 shots. Dan kita semuanya total cuman ber-9.
Lalu satu persatu minum.
Dimulai dari Feli. Gluk gluk. No reaction. Tapi dia langsung menyeruput Jus Stroberi benerannya dia. Lalu.. Gue. Liat reaksi Feli yang aneh bin ajaib itu, gua jadi rada takut kok ada apa dengan minuman-minuman SWT ini. Hem. Mari kita cari tahu! Huo!
Lalu gw minum.... Hmm enak kok... Manis-manis gimana gitu... Gluk gluk... kok... beda yah... kok.. PEDESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YAAA? FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

Oh yeah. It was the spice burning down my throat.
Reflek minum minumannya Feli. HEHEHE PEACE FEL.
Trus Sherren minum... Trus David minum... Jadi deh itu minuman Feli jadi minuman masal.
Langsung diminum semuanya.
I was like, 'Oh yeah udah gak pedes kok.'
Dan dengan super bodoh, saya mengambil dan belom minum 1 shot lagi. Belom. Bener-bener belom. Baru nyicip dikit. And yes, inside I was cursing again.
Langsung. Bibir merah. Hidung merah. Mulai keluar air mata.
Nangis karena cabe yang ternyata (sesuai estimasi) telah di blender dan di campur kedalam jus jus jahanam tersebut. Oh yeah. It was wicked.
WICKED RUSSIAN ROULETTE AHAHHAHAAH.

Setelah mencoba menghapus rasa pedas satu persatu dengan meminum es, dan memesan air dalam jumlah yang sangat banyak. (Now I know how to make money. It's all in the within the Russians' strategy; give people russian roulettes and tada, pasti langsung pesen air minum. well gue ampe pesen aqua dan jus stroberi that's for sure)

Maen super lame game yang anakkecilsekolahbackpack-menarapisa (wtf?)
dan akhirnya... main TABOO!!!!! That's uber doober fun!
That's the card game, like in Four Christmases where Reese and Brad got to spend the quality time playing with Brad's family. Yeah, that one ;)
Our group won the thing SO HEAHAHAHAHAH (maklum nora nggak pernah menang sih...HAHAHAHA)

And so we decided to go home since it's kinda late already... Not really but yeah.
It was 6 30 pm something and so.. Yeah.
all of us were like, "lets grab a cab home..." but then... no taxis were available at a moment.

SO... WE TOOK A MIKROLET RIDE! WOOOHOOO!!
Well not to our home sweet homes though.
*Inside the Mikrolet*
Tata: Aduh tadi tuh sebenernya bisa ditawar jadi nocenggo! 3500 gw bisa duduk di busway udah pake AC!
Gw: Heh nocenggo apaan sih fel?
Feli: Yaudah tawar aja lah!
Gw: Nocenggo apaan?!
Jonathan: Oh yaudah...
Lalu ditawar. DAN HORE. Akhirnya saya tau kalo itu artinya dua ribu lima ratus. Bahasa apa sih tuh.

We stopped at the right place (hopefully), and then walked a little through this really creepy marketplace near the Ciputra Mall (Dan I was a little freaked out over there cuz I was about to take my stuff outta my bag; taking pictures HAHAHAA but I can smell danger there. So.. no.) and then voila... Sampai Halte Busway! Yep, kita bener-bener memutuskan untuk pulang naik BUSWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! (Yang nama sesungguhnya adalah: Trans Jakarta) Jujur gua bener-bener excited untuk akhirnya jalan naik transportasi umum. Karena tadi juga pertama kalinya untuk gua naik bus itu.. Hehehe noraknya keluar deh. Maap. Dan pastiya gua akan lebih sering untuk naik Busway, kecuali kepepet hehehe. (That's why we have the time-management rule-thing. Yeah.. That's for you to manage your time so you wouldn't blame anyone (or anything) if... ah blah.)

Di halte bus.
Gw: Mbak, kalo mau ke Pasar Baru naik yang mana yah?
Mbak di loket: Oh, hmm... *sambil liat peta*
Gw: Saya turis. (Padahal gak ada yang nanya.)
Feli: hahaha...turis... *suara kecil*
Mbak di loker: Gini, ke halte yang Grogol 1,(only a few steps.. gak jauh) abis itu langsung naik aja gak ada transit-transitan. Langsung kok langsung ke Pasar Baru.
Trus langsung bayar deh! DAN... off to Pasar Baru with Busway! Uhuy! Seru deh!

Di dalam bus.
jrokgojrokgojrok. maksudnya busnya jalan gitchu loh.
gw: wow, bumpy! beberapa menit kemudian...
feli: toa payoh... toa payoh... please exit bla bla bla..
gw: NO VEE NA.. NO VEE NA...
HAHAHAHAHA FAIL. Okeh. Trus nyampe halte terakhir, yaitu halte pasar baru... dan...
Jalan kaki dikit dan sampe ke Guest House Bunga Bunga! YEEEEEY.
Pada minum saking capek dan panas... Dan akhirnya.. Pada pulang ke Sunter naik taksi.
Hehehe untung banget deh kita bisa selamat sampai tujuan...
Untung gak ada preman preman berkeliaran..

Dan hari ini gue belajar satu hal.
Mungkin gue gak bener-bener 'belajar', tapi gue ada gambaran baru tentang kota Jakarta.
Mungkin gambaran itu gak semenyenangkan yang diharapkan, tapi sebenarnya kita semua, sebagai warga kota Jakarta harus tau, setidaknya.
Mungkin sudah banyak yang tau, tapi aku juga yakin gak semua orang tau kalo Jakarta itu super rapuh. Well, menurutku mereka tau, tapi dalam sisi yang sangat berbeda.

Kerapuhan tersebut diolok-olok. And it's not supposed to go that way.
Banyak yang tidur di jalanan, bahkan anak-anak kecil.
Emang sih dari kecil, orang tua selalu bilang, "Kamu harus bersyukur dong udah bisa makan, kamu tau gak orang di luar sana gak bisa makan, bahkan mereka gak punya tempat tidur."
Bener banget.
Pas jalan menyusuri kota Jakarta (beh cuma beberapa meter doang sih.. hehe), gw harus super hati-hati karena beberapa anak kecil ada yang tidur di jalanannya gitu. Emang sih, gak jalanan yang gede gede gitu, lebih yang di trotoarnya gitu... Tp liatnya aja udah sedih banget.

And yep, indeed Jakarta is beautiful. I was looking at it at a very different point of viewwww ;)
And you guys should too! Ke unikan kita itu yang membuat semuanya jadi lebih bagus dan menarik tau! hehehe...

What was for dinner again? Cheese crackers and peanut butter. Im lovin it :)
So, see you next post! Signing off.
Hugs and kisses,
Cindy Marshall.

P.S. Only spent 6000 rupiah (mikrolet 2500 dan busway 3500) in total pas pulang! And believe me, a taxi ride home would cost me 100 ribu (melihat macetnya jalanan). HIDUP TRANSPORTASI UMUM! HIDUP HEMAT! YUHU!

Country Songs.

Wow saya baru tau saya suka lagu-lagu country.
Currently listening to Luke Bryan.
He is one amazing country singer.

a little note: Jangan dengerin 'Need You Now'nya Lady Antebellum doang. Dengerin yang lain! Karya mereka itu bagus-bagus buangeeet :)

my loves.

You have no idea how precious these people are to me...

mini pillow-like edible super soft sweets; marshmallows.

grade 10 (2009-2010)
mostly are fellow warriors since 2006.
just can't hate them.
i love you guys.

Moview: Toy Story 3

Honestly, Toy Story to me used to be one of the most uninteresting (:boring) Disney movies/films ever. Like, seriously, I wasn't a really big fan of it. But right after watching the Toy Story 3, I can do nothing but amazed, amused, name any synonyms of those mentioned words, anything. Tears rolled down my cheek. A lot. (cliche line. whatever.)

Let's start. (I know it's been forever since I posted moviews.. :p)

We all know in the first toy story, Andy was just a little boy with toys around him right.
And now. Prepare. DA DA DA. He's SEVENTEEN!
How did he grow up so freakin fast?
I WAS JUST HIS AGE WHEN TOY STORY 1 CAME OUT! (#ganyantai)
AND IM ONLY FIFTEEN NOW? THE CALCULATION IS WRONG! ITS WRONG!
#superganyantai #yaudahlahya

Andy's a big boy now. He's leaving for college real soon.
And so, he has to tidy his stuffs up, clean his room (and give the authority of room-owner to his lil sissy, Molly) and where are the toys heading?
the options: the garbage, college or the attic.
he chose the attic. and Woody with him to college.
but by mistake his mom put it at the garbage area... dam dim dum.

and molly was given options too. it's either to be kept, or to be donated.
and she chose her barbie to be donated. that's simply sad. but who knows, things are better out there (MUAHAHUAHUAUAHUHAUHAUA #gasantai)

good thing these toys are alive.
yeah, so they're smart enough to survive.
and right before the garbage truck arrived, these toys moved to the box of donation.
and... tada... they arrived at THE SUNNYSIDE :D

Woody chose to leave. He preferred to be 'Andy's toys'.
But the others wanted to stay. Even Buzz. What a disappointment, Buzzter.
It's like heaven there. Barbie met Ken... The abs-tistic Ken (is that even a word?).. and the dream house... it's so gay though. With the scarfs and all that.
Met Lotso too. He's the purple strawberry-aroma-ed huggy bear.
He's not actually nice.

Woody left. And dang dang dang finally the kids came and voila.
Turns out it was a nightmare. Like eh duh, they licked the toys gosh.
Vandalism.

Conflicts came along...
But at the end of the story it was really emotional and heart-touching.
There's this Bonnie girl, and she loves toys... So she's good.
Yeah.
Sorry for the super lame moview but seriously, watch it yourself.
You're going to scream "Hey this movie worth my money man!" HAHAHA
okeh deh.

Bottomline: I am rating it 4.9.9/5
For more review, click this link. It's rotten tomatoes. U'll love it.

P.S. This made me think about my old barbie dolls and other toys. Maybe at night they're actually walking around my room and wanting to be played around like I used to long time ago? Well... it's still a mystery and no scientific explanation for it (?).

Puncak

I went to Villa Bunga Bunga, Puncak with my classmates (excluding Ricky & Verina)
First of all, since it's the 15 of June...
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY WILSON! It seems just like yesterday when I blogged about your 15th birthday! Link. Nggak bakal kerasa, pasti tiba-tiba udah umur 20 deh, or even 35. Gila. Waktu tuh ngga berasa banget yah!

HAHAHA. oke.
ke Puncak dari tgl 12-14 June. Ke villa gue sndiri sih, tapi seru banget.
Hari pertama masih santai, cuman main2 kecil2an gitu deh.
Hunting-hunting..

HARI KEDUA. DENG DENG DENG DENG
Kan kita dibagi tiga kelompok, karena pake EO outbond gt deh, jadi okelah.
Ada Eagle, Tiger & Wolves. Gw di Eagle sama Armaan (Nasib), Kimmy! :D, wilson, Ebeth, Claudia, CIPU :D sama Minhee. yang laen terpencar antara 2 kelompok itu wkkwkw

HIKING 5 KILOMETER. Muterin satu puncak. Bukan villa lagi. PUNCAK. gak sih, saya lebay. pokoknya 5 kilometer man. Udah capek banget. Mana kalah... Tapi ya. Ngga papa lah.
Mana si armaan smsan mulu... Ckckck. But it was all worth the energy ;)
Sempet mampir2 beli minuman. hHAAHAH. Thanks to cipsy aku ditraktir pocari! ;D

Group performance. Eagles bikin Dora performance. Oke deh. Ngga jelas.
Maen capsa sama Filbert, Gracia, Jody ampe jam setengah 4 pagi. Bangun2 encok.

HARI KETIGA.
Pake kaos kembaran semuanya.
Highlight super lucu;

Lagi di kamar.
Ada gw, fransisca, sherren, jonathan.
Jonathan lagi baca MMJ gw.
Belakang dia kayu (ituloh,yang di kasur kan suka ada belakangnya kayu)

Gw ama fransisca ama sherren diem.
Jonathan diem baca MMJ.
Jonathan tiba2 NGAKAK KENCENG BANGET gara2 baca MMJ.
Trus badannya kebelakang, DAN JEDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAH DISITULAH KEPALA JONATHAN KEPENTOOOOOOOOOK

trus.. yang tadinya hening..
jona diem. kesakitan.
GW DAN FRANSISCA DAN SHERREN SPONTAN NGAKAK HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Sorry jon tp itu lucu banget. HEHEHEHE.

Oke. trus books filling. pulang delay 3 jam. HAHAHAHA.
Nyampe jakarta jam 9 malem, trus aterin armaan naik busway, dan voila!
Pulang, baca book nya.. trus i said nyaw for like a lot of times. HAHAHA..

dan lusa gw udah cao lagi. AND ITS RAINING.
hoah. harus urusin Mandarin Expert lagi. Nyah... Yauda. No whining. WOHOO LETS ROCK ON!
Bye.

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pilih satu;
1) dipanggil-panggil terus sama orang orang yang kamu sayangin, tp kamu nggak suka digituin.
ATAU
2) nggak dipanggil sama sekali. isolated. didiamkan. dicampakan.

ayo pilih.

Recycling (Update)

So far, gue udah mengumpulkan kira-kira buku-buku dan majalah yang udah nggak kepake sebanyak (kira-kira) 45 kg. Still counting, karena masih banyak orang-orang yang mau ikutan ngedaur ulang buku2 ini (intinya ikutan ngedaur), dan 45 kilo itu baru punya gue, masih mau ngumpulin dari seisi rumah.

'Ngedaur ulang' yang gue maksud disini adalah memberikan buku2 dan majalah2 tersebut ke pihak yang bertanggung jawab (baca: kasih ke pabrik daur ulang dan minta didaur ulangin). Dan kenapa begitu? Kenapa nggak daur ulang sendiri? Karena... Jumlah yang mau gue daur ulang terlalu banyak, takutnya gue malah salah bikin bubur2x kertas tersebut dan... malah ngerecokin. Jadi, ya gitu deh. Oke.

Makasih banyak, karena skrg gue udah dapet nomor telpon sama pihak yang bersangkutan, yang bisa ditanya-tanyain further detailsnya, dan sayangnya orangnya kayaknya super sibuk... Haduh.

Still crossing my fingers, moga-moga bisa deh :D:D hehe.
Jadi... Ikutan yuk!
Trust me it's gonna be beneficial for our mother earth. Kalo ngga beneficial jg, at least kita niatnya baik ;)

Oke deh.
Byeee ;)

WHIP IT

WHIP IT WAS AWESOME.

I miss whip it.
I miss the pinoys
I miss the indos
I miss the badasses
I miss the whaddups
I miss the Jejemons
I miss BGF (best gay friends) in a good way
I miss having gleefest with everyone
I miss people saying 'Dastan' all fricken times hahaha
I miss jamming with everyoneeeeee
I miss the moments where the indos teach the pinoys bad words :p and vice versa
I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT WHIP IT!

Quickies.

it's been a while since I actually blogged something.
internet's been acting crazy, so I had to find a solution.. and the solution was: mom's office.
hehe thank God the internet's super fast here.. so there are cool chances for me to update stuff.

okay okay. so how r you guys? i should really come up with more catchy greeting lines.. i know.
it really feels like holidays already. well it actually is... but remembering i have a test (still) on the 7th of June.. hmm. what ever. enjoy life :D

my sister's coming on 4th of June. in 2 days.
igcse's over soon. can't actually believe it. and yeah, I officially screwed up for IGCSE.
the last 2 yrs the teachers had been mugging up with the word 'igcse' all fricken times.
like;
'if you blah blah blah you'll score more marks and get at least an A for IGCSE'
'show the examiner that you understand and then you'll easily score A*'
'igcse is blah blah blah'

and yep, those 'motivational' (or not) sayings seem like a total bull to me now.
i really don't know what am i going to be in future :(
i have plans and targets. but fears are approaching...
i need my spirits back :(
the spirits that help me pass through any type of obstacles.
seems like im whining now. stopping. hehe.

sooo there are a lot of plans for the summer! and yeaaah i'm STOKED!
i got 2 months hols before my departure. :).
going to spend some quality time with my bffs. :).
hope everything's going wellllllll :D kay theeen. updating more soon. bye!

hugs & kisses,
cindy.

Kissing U - Miranda Cosgrove

Cause when I'm kissing you
my senses come alive
almost like the puzzle
pieces I've been trying to find
Falls right into place
you're all that it takes
my doubty fade away
When I'm kissing you
When I'm kissing you it all starts
making sense
and all the questions
I've been asking in my head
like are you the one
should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
when I'm kissing you
- Miranda Cosgrove