horrible

i love u and i need u guys :(


o m e
it had been a terrible day for me
all i thought was about my best friends and peoples i love
i love u grandma
i love u mommy
i love u daddy
i love u angel
i love u fransisca
i love u verina
i love u felicia
yesterday wasn't easy for me
'what happened to her?' thats all what i was thinking
she ignored us straight away yesterday
not to mention 'us', maybe she only ignored 'me'
o, so much i need a true friend right now
who could comfort me in times like this
well tho i'm having great time right na
but what happened? i called her and she was replying as if i had done something wrong
she told me once," if my bestpeep had a personal prob with me (irritate unpurposely) i'll just talk to that peep about it so she will just improve her mistake rather than I talking behind her."
but what happened? i need to kno. tho sumtimes u annoyed me too, but i gotta understand
this is your character. i can't change it tho. :(
i think the best way to end is just tears.
i need someone, just besides me
who could just try to comfort me in my tears
o pls .. i just wanted to cry
letting all my tears flow
where r my besties when i need em?
tons of hw to be done
i need a friend
i need a friend
sorry to be melancholic (wateva the spelling is)
for now i just wanna cry

love, cindy

today's review and flashbacks

guys akhirnya gue ngeblog lg ne :) hehehe :D akhirnyaaa.. lega deh! lol

6 am
i rush up from my bed to the bathroom to get showered and a bad news=i havent study for physics! dang!

6.30 am
still brushing my hair and the obvious little morning snack- half boiled egg with salt and pepper

6.40 am
in the car otw to school, and i dont kno why i just decided to listen to the radio instead of studying physics! dang (again) !

7 am
arriving at school.. having little chitychatty with my good friends... well of course i'm a lil bit studyin physics tho :p

9.30 am
lunch time.. not fasting.. hehe ;p time to gossipy with my girlfriends, obviously!

9.30 am - 11.45 am
lesson periods... physics with Q = Mc deltaT
literature with "good portia, thee must go to sleep" ;p
i love the words! :p incredibly dramatic

11.45 am
short break just to go to the toilet

and now this is the terrible part!
11.45 am - 1 pm
this is supposed to be my biology practical with my batch(angel,feli,emua,david,elizabeth and claudia) and when we enter the lab
sir's assistent said = hey where's the hydrillia(well i didnt even heard the name in my life till the second)
our batch was completely confused and i was sure that sir's assistent know that we didnt know too!
and she said again = where's the hydrillia???? i stick the announcement on the notice board
we were confused again!
and feli opens her mouth = what hydrillia?
she(sir's assistent) said = the plant for aquarium!
and the teacher said = without hydrillia i'm not going to take the practical class
our batch was so irritated and annoyed. huh! this is supposed to be a great class afterall. but i believed this mistake was not our fault! :(
siapa juga yang baca notice board since the hallway was wayyyyy to dark with no lamp at all!!!
i believed that our class didnt even knew about the hydrillia thingy to be brought in the lab!
she said = I TOLD THE CLASS FOR SURE, EVEN YOU (feli) ASKED ME WHAT IS THE SPELLING
feli said = nggak (tegas) nggak (tegas). miss gak bilang ama kita sama sekali. miss blg ama anak lvl 9B kali. saya sama skali gak inget
and so.. we wasted that fun 1 hour for stupid silence in the class. how pathetic. and still they took it as if it was our problem not to bring the hydrillia! we paid for the school! duh~ and o m e! plsssssssssssssssssss for the sake of roman empire we still have to pay for that bloody hydrillia! ughh!!! :( so what! that's not our major prob. but maybe it is! cuz the weekly portion is all about hydrillia. well sooo what! lyk i care! duh~

so its 1.45 pm
b4 going home i'd like to go for english coaching in school starting march since i got bad marks :(
sooooo i paid 350,000 rupiah ;p ehehehe ;D
so i went home

hehehhee thats my school day
and at home
just normal ritual
went home and cleaning up
and.. well thats just it
and btw my mom is in the puncak again.. since she's a puncakholicz lol ;p

okay then
cya ! thanks for reading my silly blog :) thankies :)
smell ya!
cindy

doodles!

yesterday around 11 pm, me & wilson made some cool funny crazeh creative doodles
totally rockin'! hhahaha :D

check these out! :



















































funny right?? i still haven't figure how to arrange the pics
hoohohohho
ok then
thanks for readin and seein. toodles!!!!

xo
love,
cindy!

weekend is almost done!

guys tomorrow is sunday
kno what i meant?
weekend is almost over
back to school, that hideous school, but still, i gotta improve my marks ... pls ... pls... :(
improve my marks.. and all other victims in da class. ok
guys just improve...
" forget the past.. look forward ".. ok???????//sip

this quote is dedicated to all my 9a respective friends...
- me
- fransisca
- feli
- emily
- wilson
- david
- jody
- ricky
and others ++

jangan nyerah ya guysz... toodles.

whoohoo weekend alright!

guys its seem to be a great day for me.. but idk
but why????????
1. i got a blackberry Javelin phone from my mom .. love ya mom :D
2. its weekend ! duh
3. grandma feels better :) greatest thing to kno ...

but i was angry also today cuz of :
1. my stupid lil sis .. :(
2. a lot of HW ... nooo...

o no........so sad........... and yet so happy
but ..... no goods & services let me so happy
cuz i can't wish for everythin' lyk dat.............

and jeng jeng jeng jeng
tomorrow is PTM aka Parents Teacher Meeting
means prepare for me to die
but yet work harder.
my target for next monthly test
all 70/100 minimum
but idk.. hope i could! :)

ok then guys
cya
quick post here
POPEYE BYEBYE
-cindy

les bersama ci milly & ko echo! love yall..

hey hey hey ... td ngapain aja??? welll
school as usual! obviously
and angel made a scar in her legs (hahahahaha well thats a total wrong words)
and i went coaching with fransisca

tho i mentioned them sometimes, i never really tell about them
so this post is special about my lovely coaching teachers
jeng jeng jeng jenggg.. CI MILLY & KO ECHO
they are so cute ... cutest couple ever
actually the 4rth cutest couple hehehe l.o.l
1st -> grandma & grandma
2nd -> mom & dad
3rd -> bella & edward (SWEETEST )
4rth -> ci milly & ko echo deh
hahahaha :D

quick post, gtg!

a bad luck :(

yall, i'm having a total bad luck and then i cried today :( it was awful. i failed a lot!!!! :( my mom scolds me but i told her (another reason from scoldings)," this is the cycle of life,mom.. i can't ALWAYS get pass marks.. but i will have fail marks too.. like.. u're office's not full everytime.. sometimes u got none customers too :p" hehehehe l.o.l btw i passed = accounts, B.I (obviously, duh~!), physics (not even legal!), and computer. THAT'S IT and i failed = THE REST ... :( but i gotta believe, this is not the end of my life tho :p soooo just cheer up and never give up// :D
and today ===> school as usual routine.. then went home.. my car & angels met and i was the NORAK PRINCESS afterall.. hahahah RFLMAO :p went home, watching RCTI @ 3.30 pm! KACAU show guest star-> IVAN GUNAWAN ... ooohh how i miss kak ivan a lot.. love u, kak :) btw .. bad news ... grandma is in the hospital.. guys tho u dont know her.. pls pray for her.. :( i love her sooo muchh.. kisses grandma! but the good news .. from KUCIEN... said that grandma's tension had decreased,, means good news... thx God. our family owe You so much.. and we love You... thanks for everything... w/out You we did nothing.. :(
and today fransisca was present @ school.. good to have her @ school! :D cuz w/out her, the class would be as empty as empty room :p hehheheheh sorry jayus btw my pic of the day :P it had been long time since i was taking pics :p

















kay then guys,
love ya
xo, cindy

cc went home oh buh-bye | another IC meeting :D

hey hey guys ! wazzup?? Just for a quick update,
my sis FEBRY MARSHALL left Indonesia this morning, and by CATHAY PACIFIC, (this plane gives free Haagen Dazs ice-cream yumm) to Hongkong, then i-d-k what's the next step to Beijing! hahahaha happy study there sis, have fun. feel the torture (hahaha never heard that her school is a torture-school like mine!!) hahaha l.o.l

andd.. this noon we had another IC AUSTRALIA meeting (@ my mom's office)
who came ;
me (obviously!) ; mom ; dad
tasha ; her mom & dad ; her sis
putri ; her mom & sis
galen ; her mom & dad
ryan's mom
ka nat (our leader l.o.l)

abby can't make it (family time in carita) & adl was not coming too ..
but we had funtime... it was gorgeous

btw AMERICAN IDOL TOP 36 !!! o m g
who made it to SEASON 8 ;
my longlost brother ==== NATHANIEL MARSHALL
idk who but i love her === dkwho lol
nick norman ========= psycho guy but he's funny tho
queen scream hate her!!= TATIANA DEL TORO x(
the blind.. ;) ========= Scott ! he was the most touching singer :) ill support u scott :)

hehehehehehehehehheheheheheheh
ok then
see ya toodles
xo,
cindy

Happy Valentine's Day Yall.. and Happy Birthday CC! :D <3 yall

firstly,
Happy Birthday cc! Her bday fell on 10th February 1992
sooo.. its her SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY
Happy Sweet Seventeen, sis.. <3>
this is my sister Febry ----------------------------------------------------------
And ... happy valentine's day guys
love yall
well this is just a small little update
to keep in touch
<3
toodles

xo,
cindy

KAMBING JANTAN TRAILERRR NIIHH!!

guyssss, trailernya KAMBING JANTAN UDA ADA NIIII.. hahaha seneng bgt ! wkwkwkkwkwkw
ini ni trailernyaaa! :p



hahaha... lagunya gini ni ... JANGAN MATI RASTY JANGAN MATI RASTY lolll
oke oke oke sip2 yaaaaa harus ntn! wkwkwkkww ok then toodlz
hahaha cuma update niii :P

btw out in cinemas 05.03.09

oke then
see ya later alligator
love,
cindy

posting posting posting & happy birthday dearest felicia widjaja

hey guyssssss, posting bentar nih. cuma mau kasi tau besok ud mulai monthly! :P gila bgt! uhhh....
besok monthly comp, besokannya geo. so? they wanna torture us more?
ughhhhhh.


o iya
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY dearest FELICIA WIDJAJA
the most powerful mafia ever in the school
love ya tho :P feli yang paling kiri, the bday girl
hehehehehe hope u love my gift
anddddddddd. hope in this new age, u're getting cleverer, prettier, smarter, and brilliant. hehehe
(L) U !!

ok then, just wanna say that! just dropping by for an update

byebye,smell ya later
love,
cindy