mommi daddi are home :*

hey. its been a while. yesterday i didnt get to be in touch with Lapty. and mom and dad're coming homeeeeee yey. so its totally "byebye freedom" but whatever. hehehe

its been a very very very rough day for me. yesterday was. long story. but i wasnt mad or angry or sth like that. just a little bit upset. and you know what? 16th of October is so going to be my nightmare! dayummm..

cause.. Ms & Mr Unvsal is going to be there at my school. and only 10th graders and above have to join. its a COMPULSORY! its a MUST! ughhhhhhh i. dont. want. to. join. please?
i would do everything to not-join it.

2 days ago i msn-ed nearly to everyone in the 10th grade like "hey do u wanna join this thing?" and most of them said they DONT want it. i got a feeling they just like "hey i dont wanna join" but actually deep inside they're like "omggggg i cant wait!" and something like that. no offense, but kinda true actually. i dont know lah. i dont want it. and you know i dont like being forced for something i dislike. its truly rude, actually.

and yes. I HAVE reasons for not wanting to join it. and not lame reasons like "ih gua males" and something like that. and yes im trying to see from every single point of view. from the "want to join"and from the "do not want to join". Like..
1. its a truly waste of money
maybe guys dont actually care about this. they just put on some of their dad's blazer and tadaa.
but not for girls. we totally care for the look and so we might have to buy new dresses and totally we have to search for the dress for hours.. dress jaman skrg yang bagus cuma 300ribu++ and make up and stuff.. highly waste o money

maybe people wud say "hey why buy a new one if u dont want to be a too much money-spender, use ur old dress ajalah" and hey! emangnya SEMUA org punya dress apa? think.

2. its a waste of time.
kok bisa? balik lagi ke nyari bajunya, udah tau cewek kalo cari baju bisa ampe 4hrs.. belom make up and stuff... trus pelajaran ke potong gitu2 lah..

hmmm reason gua mungkin masih banyak yang sedkit privasi dikit. tpi believe me, alasan gw bukan alasan yang "ADUH GUA GAK MAU. TITIK." karna menurut gw itu terlalu egois. gw mungkin emang gak pinter di pelajaran ya, tp gw gak suka direndahin gitu. gak suka banget. yauda deh. sorry for the lameo post. gw bener2 mau curhatin aja, keluarin semua uneg2 walaupun gak semua uneg2 i totally keluarin. bener2 gak bisa. maaf kalo menurut kalian alesan gw terlalu childish. tapi i truly cant, with the reasons i told u and other reasons yang emang sangat specific.

hey gua beneran curhat di blog. gak papasih, nothing too private. at least i dont write like "hey b**ch ***************************" hahahahhhaha its like "i wanna tell but i dont" :p
hahaha..yauda deh. maaf kalo post ini sedikit menyinggung. but hey gw ngomong jujur.
i can talk about the truth right. auh..

and p.s mommi and daddi are home. no more freedomoooo.. but whatev. i love you guys :*
see you later :D xD