i dont feel like blogging

i feel like blogging.

okay see the contrast? the text i typed just now 'i feel like blogging' and the title self-explained 'i dont feel like blogging' okay. i know this is annoying.

i dont know what's wrong with me. i feel like a whole different person.
i've changed. i think. negatively.
and i hate it.

i've said sorry a thousand times. but yet i keep on doing unpleasant stuff.
sometimes i do feel guilty. but. i dont know..
i post annoying stuff on twitter and blog. and sometimes msn too.
i think i'll avoid internet when i get emotional. haha.

sorry for everything. feel bad for everything.
and i've observed this thing- a lot of problems going thru in level 10, for mostly everyone.
stay strong. have fun. :).

love
cindy