school again :( and future

guys, its school again.we're back to school. such a disaster!!!!!!!
o ya , angel baru pulang dri amrik tgl 8 kmaren dan
i went to her house on saturday with fransisca.. BY TAXI (AGAIN)
soalnya supirnya yang namanya goseng itu nyebelin abis.
i guess my driva too. ugh,, dont know
we talked about her future school blahblah.....just find out that her school was totally CHEAP compared to my sistass in beijing............ hate to know that i'm not allowed by my parents to come there as it's totally obviously difficult to come visit me if i have needs.

fransisca said she was going to USA with angel...
means.... maybe this year
soalnya disana high school starts grade 10
kaya sekolah2 di indo.. ga pake system stupid IGCSE gitu
o noooooooo
i just realized
this year i'm not going to celebrate my sweet 15 birthday with my besties... ugh... so sad...
im gonna cry to know this

but... life goes on ...
future is not in friends' hands...
ga boleh ikut2 temen.. cuma buat have fun
LIFE MUST GO ONNN... ok........
tho im gonna cry.... many times.... cu dia bolos besokkannya . soalnya jet lag and cape gitu de.. hehehehe...z i miss them
they took part in my life...
like... the whole part of it... ugh ... so sad..

but... we have to keep moving on
well i guess my post is getting more crazy and useless..
maybe wanna end it now........
i'll write soon..
ok...toodlesssssssssss

gonna miss these golden moments
: (

i love u guys
best peep ever


huggs and kisses
cindy marshall