farewell

it's been 5 days since i last blogged.

and it feels just like yesterday when i posted that lovegivesmehope web site thing.

now who knows... suddenly it's the 31st of august and my turn to depart.

farewells are so sad :(

dropped angel off at the airport today.

never thought i would cry... but thats the wheel of life.

now i feel like a total freak that just typed 'wheel of life'. lol.

yesterday went to angie's too. it was a small goodbye event.. but it feels great to let everything out. now its proven. everything has its time. the moment and all... it just came out, hahaha.

relieved?hell yes.

good luck in phila, ngie!

im totally paying u a visit one day. and plus, making sure that brandon remembers me and not just my wii console. hahaha that little kiddo.

or, we can just plan a trip down to florida, woot woot wizarding world baby! (mulai nonton harrypotter lagi ah hAHAHHAAH gw udah lupa ceritanya kaya apa cuma inget burung hantu)

and mostly have fuuuun. love youuuuu.

hugs and kisses,

Cindy.

hahaha red faces 'cept wilson. miss u alreadyyy now whom am i gonna text? :'(

lovegivesmehope.com

sweetest stories ever.

www.lovegivesmehope.com

it would took me a lifetime(maybe not) or way too long blog post to copy all the stories published on that lovely website. i'll just copy and paste some of the stories and well, give em the credits :)

and why do i love this website again?

it gives u this warm feeling at ur gloomiest mood.

well these stories totally have nothing to do with me, not that i know these people (duh) but... we all are of same kind, with the same components inside... see i dont even know what to say. but just read it and u'll get my point. i love love.

- When my sister was younger she came home from school one day and demanded I take her to the library so she could get books on sign language.
I asked why? She told me there was a new kid at school who was deaf and she wanted to befriend him.
Today I stood beside her at their wedding watching her sign "I DO". GMH

- My husband has been blind since a few weeks after he was born.

Today, he pulled out our yearbook and flipped to a page and said that whoever he pointed to was the most beautiful person ever.
He pointed directly at me.
Apparently he's been practicing it with his friend for weeks. David, you GMH

- When my boyfriend and I were 13, he wanted to give me a piggy back ride, but I refused because I thought I was too fat.
He picked me up and said, "You better get used to this, cause I'm picking you up like this on our wedding day."
We got married last night. He carried me just like he said he would.
His promise GMH

-Me and my boyfriend went out to dinner one night.

We were holding hands across the table, when we noticed the elderly couple next to us staring.
When our eyes met theirs, the old man looked at his wife and said "They remind me of us 54 years ago."

The look in their eyes GMH.

-My boyfriend, Justin, lost his wallet one day.

I texted him good morning at 6 AM, getting a reply saying he was at my school where we were the night before, a good 20 blocks away, looking for it.
I wondered what was in it that made him so eager to find it...
I found it at my house. No money, no change. Just the first letter I had ever written him.

-In high school, my best friend and I swore that we would never date.

Our friends laughed, and joked that they would quote us on that at our wedding.
They did.

See. Told you it's supeeer sweet. If you let me continue, I would never stop reading, plus copy pasting those stories. Just read it urself! :)

Well then. Babay.

human philosophy

Why was Snow White given an apple with a poison?

- To show that not all people that are kind to you are really kind. They might have some agenda against you. Looks can be deceiving.

Why did Cinderella run away when the clock turned 12 midnight?

- To remind us that everything has its limitations, even dreams.

Why did Ariel decide to exchange her fins with feet?

- To show that anyone will try to lose anything just to be happy.

source: tumblr

a late response

yeap people.

people are done freaking out.

and i wasn't freaking out.

i was chilling taking pictures and shooting videos with my computer.

and i was at angie's.

and i think she was about to jump off a building... and she was freaked out because i wasnt freaking out. and she was freakin freaking out. i know it sounds so wooly. aha.

yup today is the 12th august 2010.

and i just realized tomorrow is friday the 13th.

please be kind to me.

ah screw it. i knw i suck anyway, lol :p

sorry for the late night depression blog post. whaddddap? ahhahaha

and bee tee double u, just fyi, angie is leaving in FIVE days. And just in few hrs... its coming down to four. Ah. one thing i am sure about: gonna miss her so freakin much.

but im happy (plus sad) for her. it's gonna be fun living in a city without any indonesians staying there ('cept herself and mini family of hers). well well. good luck, chica. (pronounce as SYEEKHA) #random HAHA.

HA HA. i suck.

dadum what's with the last minute reaction due to igcse result man? everyone's done bugging over it. i know im the weirdest. ha.

so what's up people?

i know my blog post sucks lately. just sort of feeling down and empty for no specific reason.

but i do know so much random stuffs crossing my mind..

like..

1. whoever invented the BED (yup, the thing we slept on), is a pure genius. bah.

2. speaking of 'bah', all of the sudden, the scene of karate kid, where the chinese girl said to xiao dre that she's playing bach songs with the violin. i know so random aha.

3. and speaking of so random, reminds me of sonny with a chance, reminds me of demi lovato. and know its joe jonas in my mind... aah.

4. i love to type. realized it (and knew it as always) when i type the 'so random', point 3.

Oh, the power of randomness.

U have distracted, chilled, and returned my life. a bit.

Lol.

Now, now.

Should I continue? Or... stop?

Blog ya later. Smoochies.

Hugs and kisses, Cindy.

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butek-kah masa depanku? :(

menulis dari jawa timur.

Halo, semuanya!
Currently at rogojampi, my second home(town) :)
Nanti pas pulang, cerita cerita lagi ah ttg kota tercinta yang satu ini! hehe :)
btw, listen to David Archuleta's single 'Something Bout Love' which I posted right before this blogpost.
And, taylor swift's too, which is 'Mine'.
Ayyee.
Call me lame for listening to those kind of musics (like what febry always called me)
But well. dont careee. haha. :p

back to surabaya tonight. 6 hrs car ride. :(
i wanna stay.
but things are kinda different without Emak, though. She's my grandma. And i love her soooo much.

Haha, cerita ceritanya ntar lagi aaah :p
Sekarang ngapain yaaa?
Makan baso, tah? Minum degan wis.. hemm hahaha.

p.s scroll bb mampet mampeeet jadi for now my blackberry sort of dysfunctional.
rawr.

Cium dan peluk,
Cindy.

David Archuleta - Something About Love

Every night it’s all the same
You’re frozen by the phone
You wait, something’s changed
You blame yourself every day
You’d do it again
Every night

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

When you were young
Scared of the night
Waiting for love to come along
And make it right
Your day will come, the past is gone
So take your time
And live and let live

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

Don’t fight
Don’t hide
Those stars in your eyes (in your eyes)
Let em’ shine tonight
Let em’ shine tonight

Hang on
Hang in
For the ride of your life
It’s gonna be alright
Hold on tight

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees (to your knees)
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

Whoa oh oh oh..
Set’s you free
There’s something bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain